I was tagged by (BunnyChan21)
1. You have to post these rules.
2. Each person has to share 13 things about themselves.
3. Answer the 13 questions asked to you and invent 13 questions the people you tag will have to answer.
4. Choose 13 people.
5. Go to their page to inform them they are tagged.
6. Not something like "You are tagged if you read that"
7. You have to legitimately tag 13 people.
8. You can't say that you don't do tags.
9. Tag-backs are ALLOWED.
10. YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry.
11. You have to finish this within a week. If not; you'll have to do whatever the creator tells you to. Art, RP, etc.
12. Be creative with the title. No "I've Got Tagged" things.
13. Cussing is ALLOWED.
1.) I'm not sure if I have a favourite colour.... Whether that's interesting or not idk. I do hate pink though.
2.) I hate having my photo taken. I really dislike my face, so pics are horrendous lol
3.) I'm a big fan of cross stitch, I've recently made a phone case pattern using this method, looks sweeeet!!
4.) I'm quite shy and get nervous when I meet new people. When I'm nervous, I ramble
5.) I'm about to start year 11 next week, something I'm NOT looking forward to.
6.) When I'm not drawing, I only have four other pass-times; YouTube, Writing, Gaming, and Homework
7.) I'm not very good at saying no to things, which means I end up with ridiculous projects, one example being my 24-page-long illustration of Romeo & Juliette that a teacher wanted me to do... Still haven't declined it lol...
8.) I think I might be depressed, or a sufferer from anxiety, but I don't know. It may be because I'm afraid of most hospital-related things. It sounds weird, but I'd rather have something wrong with me and not know about it than know. Plus I have random spikes of anziety that I don't know why or how to stop them. It doesn't do anything, but it makes me feel kinda sick.
9.) I have an insane creativity level which I can't decide between hating or loving. It's so insane that I've created stories based around my previous character Lucia Alexandria Friar, of which I pretend I'm her. She's a lot prettier and more awesome than I am lol
10.) I class myself as an average person, as far as all things go: classes, my art level, my singing level (I sing a lot), etc. I'm terrible at P.E. though.
11.) I'm not too bothered by competition unless it's in P.E. A lot of the time I feel like everyone is judging me in P.E for being a little on the podgy side, I'm incredibly self conscious (but you wouldn't see me wear make-up, I hate the stuff!)
12.) My favourite animals are between dragons or owls.
13.) I'm an atheist. The only way I'll believe in God is if he comes and smacks me in the face with conclusive evidence. I'm not really afraid of death, as I can't see much that I'm going to lose. In addition, if God does exist, I'm sorry in advance but fuck him. He's sat around and done fuck all for anyone. All of the pain, all of the hate. He completely wiped everyone off the face of the Earth once with Noah and the Ark, so why not now. Not that I'm saying that he should, that's a terrible idea, but what are we doing now that isn't as bad as back then. If he wants us to believe in him, why doesn't he help us? I'll stop now because this is a deep conversation and I'll probably get hate from religious people.
Now to answer the 13 questions I was asked:
1.) I've no clue what I want to be when I'm older. I've had many thoughts, like being an astronomer, an architect, a marine biologist, maybe ever a writer or artist. The problem is that I don't think that I good enough to be an artist (as I said before, I'm pretty average), plus I didn't choose art as a GCSE because I'm stupid. I probably need to choose soon though, considering I'll be applying for colleges soon.
2.) As far as science goes, the meaning of life is to procreate and pass on genes so that your existing bloodline carries on. For some it's merely survival, whether it be against disease or other people. In most societies, I feel that we are taught that we are born, we play around for a few years, then we are sent to work. We keep working until we are too old to continue, where we are given some money to live off until we die. If we don't work, we lose our house, our food, water, etc. and land on the streets. If I were to look past that however, It's more of a pursuit of happiness, whether that be with another being or through more materialistic means. I hope to find happiness in my life, as without happiness, life ceases to have meaning.
3.) I don't have many birthday parties, being introverted, but one of my favourites was a friends, where we went paint-balling. It was lots of fun, and she even got to empty about 60 paint-balls into her step-dad for free. He didn't have any armour on because 'armour's for wusses', so he leapt back and forth yelping in pain every time she hit him. It was amazing, even if I was a bad shot.
4.) My pet of choice is definitely a dragon, they're awesome. Not much I can really add to this... If it's a dragon that can't breath some form of spell or fly, then I'd choose a dog instead.
5.) I had a weird dream recently, where my parents had invited some people round to have a chat, but I needed to get reaedy for school. I couldn't find anything I needed, and it was getting really late. I suddenly realised that I didn't even have the right outfit on, considering my school has a uniform and I was going to wear a random generic dress. Not to mention that my tie couldn't go anywhere. When I got upstairs, I noticed that ALL my school clothes had been thrown out. I came downstairs to ask why, and my mum just tells me that it was because I was too fat and couldn't fit in any of my clothes anymore. By this point I was on the verge of tears and I was 30 mins late for school, which meant if I did turn up it would mean an hour-long detention. I went and lay on my bed and cried. My dad came in to comfort me and I turn to look at him when I notice something sticking out of the top of my arm, near the shoulder. It looked like some form of electrical wire. I push it back into the hole in my arm to notice many more wires and lights, like my arm is robotic. I see that my skin is completely torn around my upper arm, revealing many supporting pieces and more wires, and below that a rectangular scar, like a control hatch. In a plain voice, I merely say 'This looks bad, we should probably go to the hospital, right?' I woke up shortly after. This is one of the weirdest, but I don't really remember my dreams.
6.) I don't think I have a favourite dream, but I frequently have dreams about Markiplier, so I'll tell you about another weird-ish dream I had.
It started with me (as Lucia A. Friar) dating Mark (as usual, lol!), but in a futuristic setting. We were gambling for some reason, and I turned out to be an expert somehow. We win big and we end up with millions. At some point however, Mark ends up becoming Vanoss from VanossGaming (idk, I told you my imagination was weird). I beg Mark/Vanoss to spend some of the money on 'drugs' for me; basically those 20p machines where you turn the handle and sweets or a toy in a ball come out - does that make sense? Anyway, he spends some money on these 'drugs' which is basically sparkling sherbet that I'm apparently addicted to. I woke up shortly after. Definitely one of my weirdest and most remembered dreams.
7.) I don't have a specific day, but it would be when I was younger. I used to have a massive crush on a guy I used to know. As far as the story goes, we met in a club designed for those that suffer from special needs and a group that also supports the family of said special child. As my sister is special, I went along with her to this place called KK5, which is like a big exploration thing for kids; I don't remember it very well, it was almost 7-8 years ago now. Anyway, I didn't really like running around much, and neither did he, so we spent the time together. We both came quite close, but I didn't see anything wrong with him, he was just so perfect. Every so often, he'd ask if he could kiss me, but being the shy and self-conscious person I was/always have been, I always said no, even though I kinda wanted to say yes. If I had the chance to go back, I'd do a lot differently. First I'd say yes, because fuck the consequences, and secondly, I'd find a way to stay in contact with him. We sort of parted ways when my sister got too old to go to KK5 anymore, I cried for hours when I found out (in secret, I don't think my parents even know about him). Thirdly, I'd learn and remember his full name. I think he's called McCauley, but I can't remember. It took 3+ years to get over him and the sadness, but I still think about him even now.
8.) *sings* Who wants to live forevaaaaaahhhh? Who wants to live forevaaaahhhhhh?! But seriously, who would. Surely you'd witness all that you love die before your eyes. You'd outlive your children, your children's children. What about the one you love, or your family? I couldn't watch it, I get sad when I see a bee die.
9.) I know this sounds shallow, but I'd wish for a different body. One that I didn't hate preferably because I hate mirrors, photos etc. I feel that my body is the opposite to the normal desire of today's society; I'm fat, I hate my hair, my face is a disaster zone, my boobs are awful. This probably wouldn't be my first wish though, just one that I feel could be more original. My first would probably be to be able to see 'him' again (see 7.)
10.) Usually I pass time by drawing, writing stories or coming up with scenarios. I check this website a lot. I sing sometimes, but a lot of the time I spend watching videos. Or I multitask. I usually watch a YouTube video whilst drawing, or singing and drawing. at some points I draw, play on my Ds, and watch a vid all at the same time.
11.) If I could meet anyone, it would have to be a youtuber, but I have a long list of those which I'd like to meet. I mean, first off there's Mark, then there's JackSepticEye, ScribbleNetty, many people from the Yogscast, the GameGrumps, etc. etc. It would be cool to meet BunnyChan though, lol.
12.) I haven't really had anything weird happen to me, not that I can think of anyway... My sister broke her back a few years a go, is that weird? idk
13.) I did notice it, right as I was finishing my 12th point on myself. Is it on purpose? Why is 13 unlucky anyway?
I tag anyone who's interested in taking part.
Here are my questions:
1.) Would you rather be a dragon or have a dragon as a pet?
2.) How long have you been on DeviantArt?
3.) What level do you think your art is at?
4.) Are you religious? (If so, I apologise if I offended anyone!)
5.) What superstition do you believe?
6.) Are you studying something at the moment? If so, what? If not, what do you do?
7.) What's your biggest fear?
8.) What is your favourite type of animal?
9.) What nationality are you?
10.) Are you introverted or extroverted?
11.) How long do you usually spend on a picture?
12.) What's your favourite fairy tale?
13.) Do you believe that 13 is an unlucky number, or that friday 13th is an unlucky day?
(Note: I'm not actually expecting anyone to actually read this, which is maybe why I've been much more truthful than I'd usually be. If anyone's actually read this far then I congratulate them. Anyway, I think I should stop rambling now, bye!!)